Dawn Reed wept a
lot last week: from joy, from grief for nine lost years. Her tears began
with the first sentence of Mr Justice Eady's oral summary of his 700-page
judgment at the Royal Courts of Justice: 'I have found that the
allegations of child abuse against Christopher Lillie and Dawn Reed are
untrue.' At that moment, she says, 'it was as if I'd been carrying this
ton weight around my neck, and suddenly, he'd lifted it off'.
Reed, 31, and Lillie, 38, are the former Newcastle nursery nurses
falsely accused of sexually abusing children in their care. Last week,
after winning a six-month libel trial against a council 'review panel'
which claimed they were really guilty despite their acquittal by a
criminal court, they spoke to The Observer in their first extended
interview.
We met at their solicitors' London office. The setting was modern but,
as the judge commented, their story seemed to come from a distant,
irrational past. Professor Richard Barker, the chairman of the review
panel, whose members Justice Eady found guilty of malice, told the libel
court that if a child denied she had been abused, he assumed she meant the
opposite. This inverted logic, the judge said, was part of a pattern. If a
child said she had been raped or penetrated with a knife, yet displayed no
physical sign of abnormality, then, in the view of Reed and Lillie's
accusers, 'the absence of physical findings does not mean that abuse has
not taken place'. If a child said she had not been abused, that was
'terrorisation by the supposed abuser'.
In the face of such obstacles to clearing her name, Reed said, she gave
way to despair. 'You feel like you have no control over anything. You
literally get hysterical. You just wail... a wail coming out of your body.
The only thing people can do is put their arms round you till you stop.
Quite often I stopped eating, because I had no control over anything
except what was entering my body.
Little wonder, considering the ordeal of the past nine years, with
first criminal charges of abuse levelled then rejected in court, followed
by the creation of an inquiry team by Newcastle City Council which claimed
they were guilty after all, culminating in last week's extraordinary
vindication of Reed and Lillie in the High Court.
Their ordeal began in April 1993. Reed and Lillie ran the toddlers room
at Shieldfield, a social services nursery in Newcastle, where most of the
children came from deprived backgrounds. Describing her work, Reed's eyes
still light up: 'I loved being around children. They keep you young. It
was delightful.'
In another part of the city, a male nursery nurse had pleaded guilty to
abuse. Next day, Lillie was told to report to the nursery head. 'She
explained there had been an allegation that I'd hurt one of the children
changing his nappy. I couldn't believe it: I couldn't remember hurting a
child. All I could think of was it was one of the old towels we had to use
on their bottoms - we were told [baby wipes] were too expensive.'
He was ordered to leave, pending an inquiry. A few weeks later, on 5
May, he was interviewed by police. 'The officer said it had all been a
misunderstanding, that nothing had ever happened, that I'd be going back
to work.'
Waiting for the call, he tried to enjoy his unexpected leisure. Reed
and Lillie spoke only briefly after his suspension, and he remained
unaware of what was happening at Shieldfield. Had he known, he would have
felt less comfortable. The mother of the first supposed 'victim' was
embroidering her original allegations and sharing them with other parents,
encouraging them to suspect that their children, too, had been abused. 'It
was a dreadful atmosphere,' Reed said. 'Everyone felt threatened.' Lillie
first learnt of the darkening developments when his partner, Lorraine,
opened the door one morning to the father of another nursery child. 'He
pushed past her, said he knew I'd sexually abused the children, and that
there were others involved. Then he punched me in the face.'
The ground was being laid for mass hysteria, and when a new police team
took over the case in July, it was ready to be unleashed. Arrested again,
Lillie was accused of abusing other children. 'I couldn't believe what was
happening. I didn't know where these allegations were coming from,' he
said. Reed was also held: 'They put these allegations to me and I couldn't
come up with any explanation. They kept asking, "why would a child say
this if it wasn't true?" You don't have an answer to a question like that.
The answer became apparent before the criminal trial in 1994, when
Lillie and his lawyers watched a series of videotapes of interviews by
police and social workers with a number of Shieldfield children. In his
judgment nine years later, Justice Eady endorsed the analysis of these
tapes by Professor Maggie Bruck, an expert on children's testimony. She
concluded that the interviews were some of the worst and most dangerous
she had ever seen. 'Extremely young and bewildered children were brought
in and interrogated (sometimes for over an hour) by one, two and even
three interviewers. These interviewers used the full array of suggestive
techniques to elicit allegations of abuse. When the children denied they
had been abused, they were bombarded with more suggestions, they were
scolded, threatened and bribed. When some children whimpered, moaned or
begged the interviewers to end the questioning, the interviewers
continued.'
The American expert called by the council review team, William
Friedrich, claimed the interviews were evidence of abuse. Then he told the
court that despite writing that he had viewed the tapes in his pre-trial
report, he had not watched them at all. In September 1994, Reed and Lillie
were charged and remanded in custody.
For 14 weeks, Reed was held at Low Newton prison. 'I could see the car
park from there - the outside world. I would sit on my bed and just stare
out. When my family would visit, it felt as if they were coming to see
someone with a terminal illness. I could read a book from cover to cover
and not remember anything. I was just so dazed.
Once a fortnight, Reed and Lillie were taken to the local magistrates'
court for pre-trial hearings, where they were surrounded by Shieldfield
parents, their friends and other 'hangers-on', who were literally baying
for their blood. 'By now, the process of being taken out was so horrific,
with the mob screaming, shouting, banging on the side of the prison van,
that the prison began to seem like a place of safety,' Reed says. 'I was
glad to get back behind the locked door.'
Lillie was held among murderers in Durham jail. He was supposed to be
on Rule 43, segregated from ordinary inmates for his own protection. Twice
in his first week, an officer told him to take his meals with non-sex
offender prisoners. 'I now know I could have been killed,' he said. 'I
heard there were threats on my life.' Later, a prisoner smashed his face
with a steel tray, then vanished. He was covered in blood, but no one,
officer or inmate, apparently 'saw' anything. Yet Lillie was determined
not to live the skulking life of a 'nonce'. As the months went by, he won
respect and some security by telling other prisoners what he had been
charged with, and protesting his innocence. 'They said they believed me -
if I'd really abused children, they said I would have told everyone I was
in for burglary.'
Their trial, in July 1994, should have been the end of the matter. They
were acquitted on the direction of Mr Justice Holland who said he could
not leave the matter to a jury, because having watched three video
interviews with the key witness, he considered they pointed to Reed's
innocence, and that the evidence against Lillie was dangerous and
unreliable.
But that same afternoon, Tony Flynn, then and now the leader of
Newcastle City Council, told the media: 'We do believe that abuse has
taken place ... we have dismissed them as employees.' In the libel case,
he admitted this statement had been drafted a week earlier, before the
judge had made his ruling. Under pressure from the Shieldfield parents, he
established the review team consisting of Dr Richard Barker, a lecturer in
social work at the University of Northumbria, independent social worker
Judith Jones, psychologist Jacqui Saradjian and retired director of social
services, Roy Wardell. Last week, Flynn refused to speak to The Observer .
On the night of the verdict of the criminal case, Reed left for a
holiday: 'I remember sitting in Newcastle airport, waiting for the plane
to Corfu, praying no one would recognise me. I knew it wasn't the end.'
That November, she married, 'but we couldn't settle anywhere. We had to
live with relatives. We had to have the protection of the extended family.
We didn't have a chance.'
As the years passed, Reed and Lillie began to think the review team
would not be publishing a report - possibly, they believed, because it had
endorsed their innocence, and the council would find this embarrassing.
On publication day, 12 November 1998, Lillie was working as a chef in
Gateshead. He bought the Newcastle Chronicle and took it home. It was
several hours until he realised his photograph was on the front page, and
that the review panel had gone far beyond any of the allegations in the
criminal trial - claiming he and Reed had been part of a 'paedophile ring'
responsible for abusing a large number of children, and for producing
pornographic movies.
Soon there were knocks on the doors from reporters. 'We sat in the
dark, listening to what was happening outside. Finally I escaped out the
back and walked the streets, too terrified to go the railway station or
the airport, because I'd be recognised. In the small hours Lorraine's
parents picked me up from somewhere up the Tyne.'
As the Sun urged its readers to 'find these beasts', Lillie went into
hiding. The same day, Reed was working in a taxi firm on South Tyneside.
One of the drivers left his paper in the office: there was her photograph
on the front page of the Mirror . 'I don't know how much time passed. My
next memory is I am sitting at my aunt Anne's house, and all the family
keeps ringing saying reporters have been there, and then there's a knock
on the door where I am and it's a reporter. Anne packed me a bag of her
own toiletries and some of her clothes and we set off in three cars to try
to confuse them. I don't know how many hours or days passed. I went to
Scotland, on my own. It was around this time that Reed's marriage crumbled
under the pressure and she and her husband divorced.
Last night, a Newcastle City Council spokeswoman said that failing to
tell Reed and Lillie before the review team's publication was an
'oversight'.
The road to vindication began a few weeks later when, through
relatives, writers Bob Woffinden and Richard Webster made contact with
Reed and Lillie. Without their intervention, both the former nurses said,
they would now probably be dead: either through suicide or murder. Webster
and Woffinden found them lawyers, S.J. Cornish and Co and Adrienne Page
QC, who took their case on a 'no-win, no-fee' basis, and would have faced
almost certain ruin if Reed and Lillie had lost.
'After all that had happened, to find people who wanted to help us just
out of the goodness of their hearts was amazing,' Reed said.
Yet even now, after Justice Eady's resounding judgment, the echoes of
past denunciations are still audible. 'Many of the parents and families
who have been affected by this long-running matter will struggle to
understand this judgment,' the council said in a statement last week. Its
discredited review team were 'shocked and distressed'. From Reed, that
comment brought a smile. 'Shocked and distressed?' Not for the first time
last week, she began to laugh.